Everytime I sit down to write I get interrupted.

So much has happened I don't know where to begin. Well the last I remember was about married man, I was right he didn't call me. I was ok with that because I had to get up early the next morning for work (both jobs). But he did text me and call me talking about he wants to be friends and wants to fix it. I thought that he had ulterior motives so we'll see how this goes. We never talked about sex when he "turned this new leaf", but we'll see how long that lasts.

Jason wanted me to do this Body for Life thing with him and Chris. Well I had asked him about the book through text one night and he said I had to share with Chris. The next morning he totally freaked out on me and was like, "You need to stop being so fucking rude when you text people." Wow. It wasn't even 7am and he dropped the fuck word. Needless to say I refused to talk to him the rest of the day. I think I didn't acknowledge him for like two days before he was coming up to me and talking to me. I like him I do, but I really think this quitting smoking thing is really getting to him. I showed him how to do this ab circuit and he actually gave me the book for Body for Life. Today he even said he would bring a cd to let me borrow. Funny how I don't talk to him, but he's beside himself trying to talk to me.

Classes have been kicking my ass. As soon as I got back from spring break I had that Orgo chem test, then that following week I had an anatomy practical (thank goodness he let us work in groups) and I also had an anatomy lecture test. This past week I had a spanish test along with a gentics test. I swear I failed my genetics test, got it back today and I actually got a 77 - the highest I've gotten on all his tests! I was pretty happy, sad thing is that my roommate has failed every single test and will be dropping the class. I tell her that she needs to study and I have to sympathy for her - she has more than enough time to study she just would rather read books. I actually got the highest I've gotten on  my spanish tests too, I don't want to talk about that grade because I'm not proud of it.

Enrollment is tomorrow for me and I will be taking: biochem, forensic biology, calculus, spanish lit, spanish culture and biology senior seminar. I'm looking forward to most of those classes. I will be calling UNT tomorrow to see what kind of calculus they prefer to see on transcripts. I can take business calc, but I feel like analytical calc looks better. But I don't want to fail a class my last semester!

The roommate and I are doing so much better. I don't know what changed, maybe she's getting her sex on the regular? Or maybe she's actually eating food and not being so deprived of nutrients.Whatever it is I'm glad that we're talking because the house is cleaner and I know for sure that my dog is getting taken care of while I'm not at home. I was changing shirts and my door was open and Kara was like, "I'm so jealous, you almost have abs!" I don't think I do, but I feel like I look pretty good. There is always room for improvement, which is why I'm going to do this Body for Life thing (just 12 weeks and if I hate it then I can go back to running/weights/ok eating habits.

La Fiesta is by far the best job I've ever had. I think I have rose colored glasses effect when I start a new job, I remember saying how much I loved the bank. But lately it's just been a huge buzz kill. But I'm pretty sure I will never feel like that at La fiesta. I mean I get to learn spanish, talk to a bunch of guys, study and eat for free what more could a person want? Well actually this weekend probably wasn't the best move for me. It all started when Rafa asked me to drink with him when I got off (yes at the bar in La Fiesta). I had a margarita and two chicken tacos. Then Rafa left and I sat there with all the mexicans I work with and had a shot of patron. Because I don't drink much I was pretty buzzed and I left. As I was driving home I ran into a guy I know through mutual friends and he asked me out for a drink. We went to the classy bar here (Vintage 22) and chatted. I invited a friend - Quinn. It was pretty good because Portel was there and I got to talk to him. He's so easy and fun to talk to when he's drinking. I got a call from the mexicans I work with asking me to come hang out with them. Quinn was worried about me and really didn't want me to. I guess I'm too trusting because I went over there. I was expecting all of them to be there, nope it was just Guero, Joel and me. We were in Guero's room and Joel was pretty drunk and making no sense when his brother came home. Shortly Joel and Jesus went to sleep and Guero and I just hung out. It took him an hour or so before he actually made a move. It was really cute because he's a bad kisser, but towards the end he got better. I'm not sure if it was the booze or if it was the lack of sleep, but I just couldn't resist him. He was trying to hard to get into my pants and he nearly did, but I finally just told him no. He said that he was a virgin and all that, but when I said that was a reason we couldn't do anything he said, "I lie." Oh whatever, but then again he was doing things that just made it seem as if he really wasn't a virgin. Because of what Rafa had said earlier, "Guero is pretty big, you know down there." I just had to find out, and yes he is! I was a little happy about that, I'm not going to lie. He tried to hard to get me to stay, but I finally left at a quarter til 5am. I could hear him saying, "Your going make me to cry." as I was leaving.

The next morning I woke up at like 8:40 and I didn't know if last night was real or not, then I looked in the mirror and realized it wasn't. I had a hickey on my neck! I cannot stand those and I told Guero I would be so pissed if he gave me one. Well I get to work and all the guys were like, "Que? Is that a hickey?" And all they would talk about was me and Guero. I didn't say two words to him. Finally we got to talk a little bit and he felt so bad. I was like, "its ok, but I am upset that it's there." I left and went back up there for spanish help and again all I got was, "You like Guero?" I don't know if I like him, honestly I might just like the attention he's giving me and the fact that he speaks spanish. But when I was getting ready to save Guero's number in my phone he called me. He just called me to hear my voice and tell me he was sorry. I thought it was the cutest thing! He asked if he could call me later and I told him he could call me today at 10pm, but we'll see if he does. Maybe I do like him?

The friday that married man was wanting some from me I actually went on a date with a friend I hadn't seen in awhile. He's gay so nothing would ever happen. We talked about old times and what we wanted for the future. We got around to the crazy stories that have happened to him. Ok honestly I think that gays just have this thing where all the unbelievably fucked up things happen to them. Because I thought Quinn was a liar, but after Blake's stories I feel guilty for ever doubting Quinn. After dinner we went and saw Explorers We jam out at the college. It was so cute to see them just do their thing and just family and close friends watching them. Spencer is so cute because his stage persona is so dramatically different from this everyday personality.

My marathon is in like 3 weeks and I haven't been running long distance since I've been working. So this weekend no excuses I will be getting things done. I have to, I paid all this money and to not go would be stupid. I really think that once I do this I will be so happy with myself, even though I'm not as small as most others doing this same run. I'm not fat, but I'm not skinny either. But I can out do a lot of people who are skinny.

Dinner is ready.
I will write tomorrow if I feel I left anything out.
TR

Got in late and opened facebook to see if a friend has messaged me back.

A chat box opened and it was married man. He asked why I was up late, then proceeded to ask if I wanted to get together for a quickie this weekend. I was appalled. I'm sure the last time he talked he told me that he wasn't attracted to me and that he wanted to call this "affair" thing off. I asked about that and he said, "I'm not attracted to your personality, but you're body is hot." Are you kidding me? How can you be friends with someone if you hate their personality? I guess I should be flattered, but he doesn't know what my body looks like since we haven't seen each other in over 5 years. I told him that I didn't want to do anything with him. But he signed off with, "Just let me know by friday." Like I'm going to change my mind. Uh, no. You have a wife and apparently tons of women after you, why not call one of them? Why me?

Obsessed man texted me saying  he couldn't stop talking to me. I told him maybe if he stopped acting like a kid maybe I would talk to him too. I haven't heard from him since. I haven't been in the mood for any bed action anyway so I'm glad he hasn't tried to contact me. The only thing he has going for himself is that he has a massive johnson.

Started working at La Fiesta on the weekends! I'm so happy to be working there because I get extra income along with spanish lessons. Well not really lessons, but I'm surrounded by it for 10 hours a week. It's great because all the mexicans stare at me like I'm the hottest thing on earth. It's a huge ego boost so of course I love working there. I gave one of the guys my number and he called me a 3:20 that next morning! I called him later that night and he was like, "Oh. I try to call a different number." I hope so. I get to go back saturday night, hopefully I will get to become a server soon.

The bank is really starting to get to me. We can't do anything there all because some old ladies have a problem with a few coloured folk. Honestly I don't get while I'm waiting on customers, but I do drink and eat something small while someone else is (like peanut butter crackers). I used to eat whole meals in the office at Apple Market and never got a complaint. But I guess this is why I'm trying to get a different job. I'm hoping for a call back from the Hospital. I would love to work 4pm-12am in the ER.

Just got a text from married man, "Made up your mind yet?" Yes I did and I already told you. I don't understand.

The other morning I had to run 5 miles and a treadmill wasn't open so I just decided to run on the indoor track. I'm on mile 4 when I see two guys below me waving their arms wildly about. It's Jason and Chris. I took my headphones off and they were like, "Are you mad a us?" No I just needed to run...It was really cute and sweet. They left after I reassured them I wasn't mad and when I went into the weight room we talked about it. I guess from now on I have to say hi to them before I go anywhere else. It's funny how close I am to those guys. Miguel and Marcus (who remembers me from touring the school) are sweet too. We all give each other a nice ribbing. They're all guys and all respect the fact that I'm in there and dedicated to my gym routine. I think a few of them find it sexy.

My aunt and I have been talking and we're trying to plan another trip to Germany this summer. The only thing is that my mother is really pissed because my aunt refuses to go at the same time as her. The last time we were there my mother was snapping at everyone and bringing the mood down. So my aunt wants me to go with her and my Oma is going to buy my ticket. We're trying to go at the end of July which is perfect for me. I will know within the next week or two a definite answer on if we're really going. My mom has been sending my aunt emails saying, "You don't care about me or Storm." Well you brought the mood down and Storms a brat. What do you want?

While at a fraternity thing I noticed my front bumper is falling off. I know it sucks! I made an appointment for tomorrow to see what needs to be done. Jessica Lynn and I looked at it and noticed that it just needs to be screwed in again. So I'm hoping that it's not going to cost much. I'm a broke ass college student I can't afford much. Her dad is going to be down tonight so he'll look at it for me (I'm like her adopted sister).

I have to head to work.
TR

::EDIT::
I'm at work now, it's a bit slow. I had a semi-lengthy conversation with married man. He said pretty much that just because he doesn't like part of my personality it doesn't mean we can't be friends. Which took me back to P, he said he's only friends with him because they have a lot of history together. I feel like that's the same thing with me. I don't think he should have to "put up" with me. If he doesn't like something about me just let me know and I won't contact you, I will give you your space and let you talk to me when you want. But he says that he wants to be my friend. I'm still hurt by the comment about he doesn't like aspects of my personality - HE DOESN'T KNOW ME! He only talks to me when he wants a quickie. I wish he would sugguest that we hang out and get to know each other again, but I doubt he'll be up for that.

Lately I've been talking to different guys in hopes of at least going on a date. I made plans with one guy and all of a sudden he cancels on me. I felt a little bummed, but at the same time I didn't. This guy was dating another girl I knew before I gave him my number. He's young and mexican, but there is something about him. I don't know. I want to find a decent guy - nothing really special. But we shall see.

I feel as if I was snubbed today. I texted Ricky (the one helping with my spanish) the other day for help and he said that he was able to help me today at noon if I would just call him. I did call him and he acted like he didn't know who I was. I was actually hurt so I just hung up. Maybe he really didn't know who I was? Either way my feelings were hurt. I think I have this spanish lesson under my belt, but I will take the help I can get. Which is why I'm taking my spanish composition up to La Fiesta this weekend and getting expert help!

Despite being dumped (or doing the dumping) a friend is driving down here friday night to take me on a date. I worked with him all through high school and we still talk. He's a really sweet guy and we ran the streets all the time back in the day. He's gay so there's no way I would even consider trying to get with him. But I'm happy that we're going out friday. I think he needs this date more than I do. Plus this is like the first saturday in what seems like 2 months I don't have to wake up at 515am!

Have you ever had the feeling that all the stories your friend is telling you are lies? I have that feeling about Quinn. I love him to death, don't get me wrong, but the stories he tells me about what he does seem fabricated. I love the stories and he always makes me laugh, but in the back of my mind I'm thinking, "Ok, now did this really happen or is he trying to seem more interesting?" You don't have to be THAT interesting to be my friend. I guess I will never find out. But he does know a LOT of people - gay and straight.

Going to study now, yes while I'm working.
TR